My name is Zuriel, i have an M.A and B.A in English language from the Ahmadu Bello University Zaria. A very warm welcome to my blog, here you'll find my scribbles and thoughts on the many topics i write about. You'll see me live life different from what i know(Impressions and Expressions)...To strive to write poetry which is simple on the surface and whose verbal magic does not scare the reader,but encourages him to listen to the echoes of everyday voice to discover deeper truths. This echo is the rhythm of life which keeps thumping eternally. -ZurielPee
I walk in the order of light Carrying dimensions of blinding brightness within my very being I wear my crown of glory well, commanding my creative constituency with such regal grace I enforce laws that endure for generations yet unborn I am a legislator of light, a city on a hill
I walk in the order of light Subduing territories with a divine superior knowledge. I emit radiant rays of artistic expressions Birthing dreams beyond my imagination I am a legislator of light, dazzling in my element.
I walk in the order of light Bearing the torch and illuminating the way for others to see I am a lighthouse, dispeling darkened cities I zip through space with the speed of light Revealing lustrous beauty I am a legislator of light, I bring hope.
You, who were once strangers, have found delight in each other You, who were two, have become one From this moment on, one is now three because a three-fold cord is not easily broken As you both begin this journey, may you walk freely in heavenly love And put tens of thousands to flight too May your conversations be laced with grace, bringing life to each other May your home be blessed full with arrows in your quiver Always resounding with echoes of laughter May your home abound in peace, making room for the blessings of God May you both walk in wisdom Strengthening each other May the foundation of your home be built with lively stones A dwelling place for the presence of God May you both live in unending joy and timeless love Cheers to a new beginning of new beginnings.
Sometimes i really wish i documented my time of wearing braces with videos -I’ve got some pictures though. Before i got them, i had mastered my picture perfect smile and i got really good at it with practice. Then i got ’em braces on. To be honest i was glad i could finally fix my overbite and misaligned jaw. It felt cool to smile with the blings on for awhile. An added bonus was, i could pick any colour of plastic bands to go around the brackets for six weeks before i changed them again. I made sure to express all my favourite colours on my braced teeth – I was having the time of my life.
Then i relocated a little up north of Nigeria and with every smile, I became the oddity. Whenever i smiled, a bunch of questions and observations followed through especially by people who weren’t my orthodontist but were keen about my treatment. Well, for my sanity, i minimised my smile to a “little to no teeth” showing…finally, i had some peace with the questions but it was the beginning of practising to smile without teeth showing. I’d like to say I’m a good learner cos i finessed that one too. After two full years of having braces on, it was time for them to come off. The first few days after they were taken off, it felt quite abnormal to roll my tongue up against my teeth without any metal obstruction. I relished this new found freedom to my heart’s content. I now had a new smile to showcase however, i had gotten too comfortable with the “no teeth”old smile. Truly, old habits die hard.
I now had to conquer it and start smiling with my teeth showing Whenever i wore my new smile, it looked strange on me. I’d take pictures and my old smile would somehow re-appear.
So i had to relearn the act of smiling all over again. I only started to get comfortable with my smile in 2021. These days, I consciously smile in every picture.
It’s much the same with life, we get opportunities to learn, unlearn and relearn. #Don’tStayThere #GetUp #Evolve #KeepWalking.
I am more woman than some criteria of “curves and fine bones” Elegantly woven together with threads of grace and strength Swooping and spreading my wings with uninhibited intricacies I am the miracle of change – fierce and expressive Breaking into pieces ties that bind in squared rooms I am the magnificence of an eagle – beautiful, powerful and always renewing my plumage Flying high above the fray and seeing untold truths I am all woman yet i delve into a world exclusive to my gender Where I’ve been deprived and denied opportunities hitherto deemed unfit for me Don’t you see that i excel in brain and brawn? Treading paths laden with rusted blades Even with near and distant hisses in my ear constantly aspiring to run me off track Still, how beautifully i remain tethered to my purpose -unafraid Weaving myself out of a dark web of doubt and unbelief And anchoring myself onto a tapestry of courage, kindness, honesty and wisdom I am all woman cascading into greatness with diligence and perseverance Need i say more that i am woman enough in all my glory?
Stooping down, He picks up my lump and filters out unusable dirt unafraid of getting messy hands, He waters me for moisture Stretching and thumping at me intently with fixed eyes He kneads on until i emerge a fine lump i don’t think He should thump at me this hard It’s too painful and unpleasant a process Does He not feel my pain? Help! i’m marred with a halfhearted sense of self Forgive me for thinking out loud – I repent of such thoughts I am at His mercy for being pliable clay Rich in mineral nutrient and elastic enough for shaping out into an object He props me up onto the spin disc and continues to work me inside out silently I spin in circles as He carries on molding a shape whose use remain unknown to me still In my suffering, i sit quietly like clay pressed beneath the seal as I’m robed into a new form Almost finished i think to myself Yet only the beginning as the Potter trims off my wild tendencies Spreading out delicate canopied covering for my safety He fires me in the kiln, drying out trapped moisture Impressing beautiful prints upon my overlay like a skilled Craftsman Behold my artsy and Masterful form I love it – Who wouldn’t? He lavishly dips me in multiple coats of glaze to seal me up And readies me for a firing where I’m heated to perfection Letting me cool off awhile, He kindles me yet again with more heat so my form is perfect And what a Mastery He left on me! Worthy of a prideful place on the Master’s chest of pearls.
Selling tea of various types, we each carry our wares round this marketplace called earth moving about, hoping that our essence when steeped would give off a peculiar taste A flavoured aroma of multiple outcomes
We, as distinct peoples are classed as true tea to the core, carefully nurtured in relevant climes Hand plucked and set before the tea Master for quality inspection Some of us are steamed and dried, producing delicate profiles Others are oxidized, fired and shaped to brew potent flavours
Yet, we must relish the array of flavours and the finesse of our delectable tea The table has been set, pick your tea Delight your taste even as you offer your best The world is waiting!
Riding in the dark of passed down core lies We, humans believe what we would about another Interlocking watered facts that obscure truths without sifting through ideas Painstakingly judging the other We speak our thoughts in inaudible whispers and call them “patterns” While hinging it on the other’s background We stand our ground and cause unnecessary breaches in connections On the defensive for a nonexistent trait Yet, we put the other person in unwarranted crossfire Breaking down another’s self worth through myopic lenses just so we can measure up Bewildering of us to seek forgiveness when we are found out Rather than being authentic and honest with our prejudice from the onset. We submit to the age-old truism that our world entails a spate of crossfire You run through it if you must escape.
Lately i have had the courage to peep through the crevice of my heart
Hibernating long enough to catch a glimpse of the tightness that encapsulates my very being
Trying to reach a dead reckoning of the thoughts of anger, anxiety and resentment
That sprint through the vast expanse of my mind
I’m learning to unveil the weighty souvenirs of the life I’ve lived and living still
Instead of casting shadows over obvious truths and claiming synthetic peace
I’m learning to work out all the kinks of my heart
To pick up a light heart of grace,
Be able to soar in the highest heights of love and run free in the open spaces of peace
O! How easily i forget that the strength of character is not built in a day
How hastily i abandon my journey sometimes
Then i remember I’m only squinting in a fog, peering through the mist
And with holy determination i fix my gaze again even in dark pursuit
Hoping that dawn will break even as i journey on
And light will peel through the dark night leading me on into my most wholesome self
i am still unveiling.
Dread and fear fill the air
With the constant kneading of a pandemic
Elegantly christened, “Novel Coronavirus,
#COVID-19”
Unknown to science, it’s fangs remain unveiled
Yet installed, it denies the right to free movement
Standing strong, defying challenge
It deals undisputed death to young and old
With a constant threat on the Airwaves:
Or is it a plea to keep clean hands and
faith in such looming uncertainty?
Men, women and infants roost in their abode but submit to the spikes of hunger that seek them out even as palliatives promised remain undelivered
And what a witness; the triumph of massive structural shifts now afflict the daily realities of dwindling economies
Behold the rewards of Covid-19!
A return within to listen, learn and heal
A return to untimed rest
A return to oneself
A return to the Creator.
I want one,you want one
It keeps us connected to the outside world
Blue god, gold god, and three eyed god
We save, scheme and rob for these gods
We lie and play facades for status sake using these gods
gods for sale! gods for sale!
Who can say no
At all cost we purchase these sleek gods
and pay allegiance on a monthly or weekly basis
Yet it is we who have been sold times over a mere god
We who have given these gods wings in our own very hands
We, who can no more have conversations without the flash of screens in our faces
We who scroll through virtual timelines
and yet cannot sustain real friendships
We who post pictures for like-sake
Inflating esteem without depth of heart
gods for sale! gods for sale
New and more sleek versions chase us wildly
I have in my hand a blue god
fell for the yard sale five months ago
Guess you fell for it too since you’re here reading this.